lost in space
when it's crunch time, we do not forget who we can go to for help. just when you think that they are gone, they come back, they open up their world again for you to consume, they're there for you again.
now i learned that people who stray away sometimes are just trying to find the way themselves. it's not because they do not want to be with you anymore, it's just that they want to try something new, learn something else and be someone else for a bit.
i know how that feels, how it feels to crave for something different in our lives, something out of the ordinary and beyond the routine.
and then when you see each other again somewhere down the road, you're both bigger, better and wiser. you have more to share with each other, more to talk about, more to learn about one another and that makes everything else new.
just when you think you lost someone, they come back to surprise you and let you know that they're still there, they're still with you.
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on a different note:
why can't i just tell you how i feel about you, why can't i find the courage to face what i have done, or not done.
posted by ira @ 9:23 PM
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1 Comments:
dear ira,
now i learned that people who stray away sometimes are just trying to find the way themselves.
...or sometimes, trying to get lost, too. just kidding.
i have this small/big fear of people leaving, for good. it scares me endlessly, being the one left behind.
but... i am kept alive by the fact that somewhere in the past, our lives did cross, and we shared something and it was beautiful.
that things had to end... that's sad. but sometimes we do not have complete control of things. i accept that, now.
sometimes things do not turn out the way we want them to. and i say that's okay.
...and sometimes, there are surprises, too. such as friends turning up again.
i'm babbling. anyways, it's great to know, too, that when people find themselves again, they look you up again. i think that's great.
it's not because they do not want to be with you anymore, it's just that they want to try something new, learn something else and be someone else for a bit.
sometimes, there's a bigger issue needing to be resolved in their lives, and this issue does not concern you, just that.
...it's terrific to go into these journeys of self-discoveries. *smile.
you have more to share with each other, more to talk about, more to learn about one another and that makes everything else new.
amen..! so true..! picking up things again where you two left off is always fantastic.
why can't i just tell you how i feel about you, why can't i find the courage to face what i have done, or not done.
what is stopping you, girl? is this about moral fiber, yet again..?
anyways, i liked this post. i enjoyed it immensely. i picked up two to three things new here.
...and validated one singular thing in me. something about letting it go.
oh, you know what i mean. without resorting to explaining, eh?
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