all my adult life, i've learned this lesson the hard way,
that if something is too good to be true, then it probably is. there is no such thing as a free lunch, no such thing as 'no strings attached'. there is always a catch.
why do i keep forgetting that? sometimes i find myself having faith in people, sometimes i trust them even. in those times, i almost always end up being disappointed. maybe i expect so much from them that it's unfair. i should just watch my own butt and look after myself. i shouldnt be dependent on other people, may it be for my food, for my ride, for my happiness, for my sanity.
i can do this.
i can make my own happiness,
i can take care of myself.
me.
myself. and
i.