arrgghh!!!

how come you've changed sooo much. you are not the person i know anymore. you are not that person i used to eat hotdogs from 711 with, not the person who loved eating burgers and fries before work and the person who drank calorie-laden drinks to keep us awake all night.

i have come to realize how much we've grown apart now.. how far you are from me, how you don't know ME anymore and how much i do not know about you.

are we still friends even?

i feel so distant.. it's like im just watching you do your thing from afar.

i know life is different now, i know priorities have changed, i know people change too, but i thought our friendship was stronger than that. i thought it was different.

why do you make me feel this way? i can not explain how this hurts me, i can not put it into words.. i just feel.

i do not want you to stop what you are doing right now, because what you're doing now is making you happy. go ahead, i got your back. but i might be a couple of steps behind you for a while.


but im still here.