since it's christmas

well, i heard somewhere, that somehow, problems have their way of working out around christmas time and so, fate, to return the favor, i will apologize to those i have hurt and wronged in the past. i think this will be kind of liberating.

Lilit, i dont really know why and how much you don't like me ( i wouldnt say hate, it's such a strong word, but if you feel that way, that's fine by me) but i would like to apologize for anything i have done to make you feel that way.

Ruel, i'm so sorry for leaving you just like that. i can't help it, i didn't feel anything anymore and i wouldnt want to keep on pretending. and if it matters, i know now how you felt. im sorry again.

Dale, i'm sorry for taking you for granted. you will always be my first. and i hope we can talk again someday. you have to tell me how you are.

my friends, im sorry for not keeping in touch as much as i want to. it's my bad and im hoping to change this habit and im hoping to write as often as i can. i miss all of you.