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Saturday, June 17, 2006

how could you?

disclaimer: this may well be fiction as it may be real.

he was the love of my life. he was that someone i looked up to and trusted with my life. i accepted every single strand of imperfection and helped carry his baggages and loved his family like my own. his sister i loved like she was. his grandma i loved and cared for. they loved me in return like i was their own. but things didnt work out the way i wanted it to..long story short.

but i still loved him.. until..after two years of separation, i find out about something that shook the very foundation of my love for him. i found out that he molested her little sister. adopted as she was, he had no right to do that to her. she was just young, barely a teenager, no mind of her own. how could you do that to her? how could you live day by day and not think of what you did to her and act like nothing happened? respect.. you lost my respect for you and my unconditional love. my heart can't see past that anymore.

im somehow glad that i found out about it. despite the hurt you gave her, she gave me freedom.. she gave me my freedom from you. im forever grateful to you **** for you saved my life. like all the good things done to me... i'll pay this forward.

2 Comments:

Blogger Bryan Anthony the First said...

oh, men...

ira, visit mo site ng friend ko...baka maka relate ka sa latest post niya

http://rosieredhot@blogspot.com

Meanwhile, we all should head forward.

woof!

6:47 PM  
Blogger ira said...

i should. move forward i mean.

checked out your friend's blog. interesting.

7:02 PM  

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