salamat sa iyo

why do i have this empty feeling inside me? i feel butterflies in my tummy, not because im happy or anticipating, but something opposite of that.

you think you know someone, but it ends up that you only know the tip of the iceberg. the past few weeks were tough on me. it tested my sanity and my tolerance and my morals. i feel like i just want to get away but i can't escape it.

i feel ashamed, i feel embarassed, i feel insignificant already, and i dont need anyone else telling me this over and over because i can not take it anymore.

right now, i just need friends. real friends. friends who truly care.

somehow im glad ive been through what ive been through.

i found out who really cares, who respects me as i am and who still loves me despite and inspite of.

so thank YOU, you, You, you and you.