and now they're back in..

just when i thought that it's going great, i feel THIS way. Like im out of the loop, like im not really part of the picture. in our lives, there are people who are important to us and i wish that i am important to some people too, that im worth the drive or that being with me is worth it all.

important things first, i always say to you. i know that, and every time i tell you that, all i wanted was for you to tell me that i am important to you, that i am one of those important things to you. but you never do. i do not truly understand what you feel or how you see things so this is why im giving up.

important important important important.

one day, i'll be important too.