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talking to a good friend made me realize that i'm contented with my life.

thank you cha.

i finally found the explanation to why im such a loner (but not lonely) lately.

basta ako happy. alam mo yun, it feels like i've made the friends that i need in this lifetime. friends who i know will never leave me, and no matter where i go or how long im gone for, they will always be there when i get back. i dont expect them to just sit there and wait for me. that's just plain silly. i know that in the time that we're apart we would grow, mature, and find our place outside our little circle. then when it's time to come home, we would all still be there, back in our circle, friends again but this time, more mature and grown up.

being apart helps us grow up... we don't grow up when we hang out with the same people all the time. we grow up when we step out of that circle.. when we see the world around us and what it has to offer. this i learned the slow and difficult way. i never understood before why people had to leave in the first place, but now i do.

im not closing my doors to new acquiantances. they can come and go as they please and i wouldnt give a rat's ass about it. the people who are important are the ones who stay, and i found them.

p.s. thanks to new friends too, for cheering me up and for reminding me that i only need a handful to be happy (thats you. :))