help!

i cant decide on what to get. help!

this:

or this:

another year

this past year was full of surprises, ups, downs and unexpected people showing up and people leaving me. i was sad, i was happy, i was on the brink of sadness and i had my highs.

i am glad to be able to spend the beginning of my new year with you guys. thank you for making this one of my best ever.

daddy,

you are most welcome to come visit me in my dreams.

you can also let me see you if you want.

i know you're in a peaceful place now.

i just want to see you again, de.

please?