happy banana

really, i am. didnt think id feel this way but, i do. simple lang naman ang meron, i dont technically have someone, but this does it for me.

it's true what he said about me finding him funny. i thought he was very corny dati. but now, i laugh at his corny jokes. he laughs at my lame hirits. makulit daw ako. of course not! sometimes, my kids rub off me lang.

he likes to hug. i like it when he hugs me. he gives me a huge bear hug that makes me feel... safe, and i like that. i like how he wants me to always be under his arms, in the little nook where my head fits perfectly between his shoulders and his arm. i now understand carrie, from sex and the city, when she described the perfect place for her head when she is in aidan's arms. ganun pala yun.

he said time is slow when we're together. but i disagree. i think that time goes by too fast when we're together. it's always kulang.

im happy. hopefully, he's happy too.

thing is, i have a feeling there's darkness looming around the corner. and i hope it never comes around.