bittersweet

im soo happy that i get to hug and kiss and see and talk and hug and cuddle with my family again this christmas but then again, i dont get to hug and kiss and see and talk and hug and hug him till next year.

but, family! yey!

a blast from the past

thank you, ****, because of you i have learned to appreciate me. i have learned to love how i sleep, eat, talk, walk, run, laugh, and all the small details that i used to be ashamed of. i learned how to love myself and have confidence in me.

i wish i can repay you for the things you have done for me, i wish can do more for you or at least give you what you have given me.

that time again

tama si malu, at the end of the day, all you really have is yourself, and no one else. so you have to make yourself happy and not depend your hapiness on someone else.

im glad someone cares tho. im glad that someone wants to make me happy.

i know that i sabotage what i have most of the time and i don't know when to stop doing it. i want to, you know, open up and surrender. he's right. i shouldnt worry too much.

i guess it's the virgo in me that overanalyze everything in sight because when it comes to the matters of me, im careful.


p.s.

still happy.

with you.